So here’s me using my blog as an emotional dumping ground. Please to be excusing the mess, kthxbai.
My weight, which just over a week ago was at the awesome all-time low of 212lbs, has been creeping up. Folks on the forum will say Stick to your plan to which my shameful answer would have to be…there is no plan.
But how have you lost all that weight then? I hear you ask.
I have no.freakin.idea. When I first got sick I lost my appetite – which was pretty scary – and dropping something silly in a sillily short amount of time. Since then…what have I been doing? I eat less, but I don’t know how much less. I have a vague idea of how many calories I should eat each day (just over 1700), but I’m not particularly good at journalling, not least because my personal trainer told me not to worry about calories so much. For a while I’ve just done….something….and the pounds came off. Well, now the something seems to be losing its umpf and I think I need to specify it more.
Point the second: my sciatica is, I fear, back. Gah.
Point the third: there’s a whole situation at work that leaves me with zero confidence in my abilities. Blegh. Although one of my colleagues noticed and offered to meet up 121 so that things can hopefully be sorted out, and offer I’m taking him up on, so at least I’m being somewhat proactive about this.
But…yea. Things are tough right now.
